The other day,there was a knock on my door.As the usual, it was one of my friends.I let her in and when two women are together, they get into talking. We both talked for quite some time and as she was leaving,she asked me one thing?
"Aap Bura Na Mano Toh Aap Seh Ek Baat Kahu?"
Me - "Haan Kyon Nahi?"
She - "Maine Yeh Dekha Hai,Bahut Der Seh Dekh Rahi Hu...Aap Ko Sab USE Karte Hai. Please Aap Bura Mat Maana."
Me - "Nahi Don't Worry :).Par Haan I Know That." (I had a smile on my face)
She - "Toh Aap Kuch Kehti Kyon Nahi..Aap K Jahga Main Hoti Toh Suna Dehti Acche Seh."
And then she left..and I was standing there smiling still,closing the door, came back and sat on my study chair with a Blank Mind.But after some time, it hit me what she said.And I got to think about it.
THE FEELING OF BEING USED.
Yes it is frustrating, makes you feel bad, feel helpless. And as for an emotional person like me - will sit n cry for hours thinking Why Me?? Feel bad for a few days and then promise my self there will not be a next time. But all these promises made to self are temporary (laughs). After the emotional wash..It's always back to square zero. Why?? The answer to that according to what I feel is ahead.
THE SATISFACTION OF BEING USED.
The person who uses one, might think - Ohk...my works done.now who's me..who's she? (the selfish motives). But for me I think - Ohk..I was for use for someone.Be it, they had selfish motive. Be they were in need. And I could help them. No gives n Takes..No owing, Nothing. And That satisfaction gives me a smile..The Satisfaction Of Being Used :).
"Aap Bura Na Mano Toh Aap Seh Ek Baat Kahu?"
Me - "Haan Kyon Nahi?"
She - "Maine Yeh Dekha Hai,Bahut Der Seh Dekh Rahi Hu...Aap Ko Sab USE Karte Hai. Please Aap Bura Mat Maana."
Me - "Nahi Don't Worry :).Par Haan I Know That." (I had a smile on my face)
She - "Toh Aap Kuch Kehti Kyon Nahi..Aap K Jahga Main Hoti Toh Suna Dehti Acche Seh."
And then she left..and I was standing there smiling still,closing the door, came back and sat on my study chair with a Blank Mind.But after some time, it hit me what she said.And I got to think about it.
THE FEELING OF BEING USED.
Yes it is frustrating, makes you feel bad, feel helpless. And as for an emotional person like me - will sit n cry for hours thinking Why Me?? Feel bad for a few days and then promise my self there will not be a next time. But all these promises made to self are temporary (laughs). After the emotional wash..It's always back to square zero. Why?? The answer to that according to what I feel is ahead.
THE SATISFACTION OF BEING USED.
The person who uses one, might think - Ohk...my works done.now who's me..who's she? (the selfish motives). But for me I think - Ohk..I was for use for someone.Be it, they had selfish motive. Be they were in need. And I could help them. No gives n Takes..No owing, Nothing. And That satisfaction gives me a smile..The Satisfaction Of Being Used :).
